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Last night was the Hardest day of my life

Posted: Sat May 04, 2019 6:45 am
by T.
What a night.
Yesterday was day 3 of no alcohol.
It was also my son's suicide anniversary and the first one I didn't wipe myself out on.
Just to throw in even more stress I work in a bar some nights as I did last night.
The temptation just to take one 'staffy drink' at the end of my shift took a lot of effort to refuse.
My head was fuzzy all night and I didn't really feel with it. I was extremely tired.
But I kept telling myself 'just one week, just one week and you will feel the benefits'
I kept telling myself I needed to push through it, more energy will come and the fuzzy, the headaches, the lack of energy, the hangovers will all go.
I can't believe I did it.
Today is a new day and I will be going to my youngest sons soccer match 'NOT' hungover for once.
#willpower

Re: Last night was the Hardest day of my life

Posted: Sat May 04, 2019 10:20 am
by Jack23
Hi @T.

Wow!

It took a lot strength to get through last night, incredibly challenging situation. I am sorry to read about your son's suicide.

Your courage is inspirational, it will help so many people here at the forum, thank you for sharing your experience.

I hope you find inspiration and support with your journey here.

One day at a time, have a good one today.

Take care.

Jack23

Re: Last night was the Hardest day of my life

Posted: Tue Jun 04, 2019 11:34 am
by Vik
Hey @T how are you doing?
Interested to head how things are going for you!